Thursday, February 7, 2013

It's Due Time.

One reason I feel compelled to keep up with my writing is that I can learn from my mistakes, my thoughts, my feelings, my past actions. It's like a form of meditation. Focus on the important stuff, push away the negative and the insignificant. 

I'm struggling to find a focus of my blog - reviews? Personal thoughts and happenings? Ideas and theories? Fashion and photography? A blend of some or all of the above, whatever strikes my fancy? Maybe it doesn't matter, as long as I'm consistent. 

It's important for me to keep an offline journal at some point, but the benefits of an online one is somewhat easier access to writing it down as the mood strikes me. Will this clash with my wanting to keep things consistent? I'm not sure. You gotta start somewhere, right?  

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Just Like Heaven.

Couldn't really have asked for much more this past weekend.


Wednesday, August 22, 2012

I'm pretty sure I've reached the pinnacle of my sex life without even having had sex with this boy (yet). Going to a playground and swinging on the swings followed by 2am sexcapades at the park under the stars is quite indescribable. After kissing him in what feels like 99 different ways, it brings the whole kissing thing to an entirely new level.

We bar-hopped last night on E 6th St and ended up at The Eastern. It was my first time there, they had couches outside and were playing muted movies with music going on in the background. It was pretty much empty the whole time we were there, and we focused more on conversation and all sorts of lovely kisses and hand-holding instead of watching Dumb and Dumber. I think it's a good thing I've never actually watched that movie in its entirety. Anyway, close to closing we were totally in our own little world kissing and holding each other's faces when this song comes on in the background.


... since when did I turn into such a sap? 

"It was really nice to watch a dumb movie in an empty bar with you. I couldn't have asked for a better eve. G'night lovely." 

Monday, August 13, 2012


I gots myself a studio apartment, in the neighborhood I wanted to be in! It feels like a luxury having a permanent address once again. I'm on vacation in Connecticut right now, but I get back to Austin Wednesday night, and can move in on Thursday. It'll be a slow start since I'll need to furnish the place, get internet hooked up and all that, but it'll be nice to have my very own place.

These are a few pictures, but of the model unit. I wish my place came furnished like that. Maybe I'll make it look even cooler.





I'm right across the street from a playground and pool, too.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Because I've neglected this blog for far too long, I'd like to start it up again. It's going to be a mix of occasional reviews based on films/music/books I've experienced, as well as a blog for my life and adventures in general.












Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Bone: Tall Tales Review


We are reunited with Smiley, Bartleby and three young Bone scouts by the names of Ringo, Bingo and Todd. After setting up campfire, Smiley recites tales of Johnson Bone, the founder of Boneville. Smiley describes Johnson Bone as a "fighter" and an "adventurer", defeating Old Man Winter himself, gearing up for an all-you-can-eat contest, and getting into wild and crazy adventures out in the wilderness. Todd seems less than impressed with Smiley's tales, and before going to bed sneaks into Smiley's tent to pass out with Smiley's huge story-telling sombrero on his head. What ensues is a crazy and wild adventure with Big Johnson's mission to save the wildlife critters from the terrible clutches of the Rat Queen and her son.

There is definitely no shortage of adorable woodland creatures Jeff Smith first introduced us to in the Bone series, all attempting to get Johnson Bone to defeat the Rat Queen and her son, some having more faith in Johnson than the others. Jeff Smith and Tom Sniegoski do a fantastic job of creating big and playful personalities for all the animals, including a shy little turtle named Porter who is brave enough like all the rest of them to pop out of his shell to help defeat the menacing and evil Rat Creatures.

Jeff Smith keeps up all the action and adventure that his original Bone series includes, although with Tall Tales I find some of the situations to be a little more goofy and silly compared to adventures than Fone Bone and the gang find themselves in. But then again this is in the perspective of the little Bone scout Todd, and it does give the readers the sense of how wildly imaginative and daring a little child (Bone)'s mind can be.

Little Squirrel Gives It: 7/10


Next to review: The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson 

Thursday, August 11, 2011

So far this season I've got the impression that the current season is going somewhat slow, taking its time to build up to the tension, but with episode four all hell seems about to break loose.

Tension occurs with Skyler and Walter after looking over Skyler's script on how to present their fabricated story concerning Watler's 'gambling problem' to Marie and Hank. Skyler makes sure to mention how 'terribly terribly' sorry Walter is, and resting pretty much all of the blame on his shoulders. She also takes this opportunity to have the last say and be the one of reason and logic in all of their decisions, whereas Walt is starting to cave under the demands of his wife, yet no one can really say that Walter is making the best decisions or keeping a low-profile, either (hundreds of dollars spent on champagne, anyone?).

We also get to see that Hank now possesses Gale's lab notebook, and while Walt tries to misdirect Hank in all the details and, ahem, who else might be involved (W.W. for Walter White? Surely not), we can still feel the anticipation of what Hank may find out next. Also in Walt's favor, here is one scene where we finally see what keeping his cool without being too obvious or let emotions and anxiety get the better of him.

The audience also anticipates another crazy curve potentially coming up this season, where Saul Goodman assesses Walt's situation and informs him of someone he can get in touch with that'll solve all his problems, but will also involve Walter and his family forming new identities have them disappeared, untraceable by anyone that might be after them. Even though Walt quickly dismisses this idea, it's gotta make you wonder...

As for Jesse, he's quickly falling into a downward spiral, retreating inside himself as to not actually acknowledge Gale's final farewell and what reality has come to at this point. Walt tries to get him to remember any and every detail during Gale's shooting, but Jesse wants none of it and forces Walter out. And, of course, it's Jesse that gets taken away by Mike, for exactly what reason and to exactly what destination.... we'll have to find out in the next episode.

Also quite possibly the best moment of the show, ever;


Little Squirrel Gives It: 8.0/10

Next up to review: Bone: Tall Tales




Monday, August 8, 2011

The Wanting Seed Review

The Wanting Seed 
Anthony Burgess

The only other Burgess novel I've read besides this one had been A Clockwork Orange (which is definitely up on my top ten lists of favorite novels). It's pretty hard to beat A Clockwork Orange considering it's up there on my favorite novel(la)s of all time, but The Wanting Seed did have similar running themes, namely corruption of the government and the issue of free will and individuality.

The novel introduces us to our two protagonists, Tristram Foxe and Beatrice-Joanna Foxe, who have just lost their first and only son. The government is enforcing population control, stating by law that each couple is only allowed one child, and that heterosexuality is frowned upon. Initially Tristram is unaware that his wife is having an affair with his brother, Derek Foxe, but after Tristram finds out he kicks Beatrice out and she goes to live with her sister, Mavis, and Mavis' husband Shonny. Tristram is sent to jail after accidentally getting mixed up in a protest, and during his time in the cell the outside world and laws are changing rapidly.

Burgess describes the government as going through three stages; Pelphase, Interphase, and Gusphase. Pelphase is characterized as believing that individuals are inherently good and that society runs smoothly based on people's intentions to do good. Interphase occurs when the government is dissatisfied when realizing that people do not always act in good ways and thus try to control and enforce laws on society, leading to the eventual Gusphase. However, this is not a linear cause of events, but rather a cycle that gets repeated over and over throughout history. Burgess cycle shows us how history repeats itself and how society is never inherently just or evil, that good and evil fluctuate over time and each individual in a society have the capacity to do both good and evil. Even with our protagonists, they each make decisions that hurts the other or goes against what the reader may believe to be the 'right' choice.

 Sexual orientation is also a running theme in The Wanting Seed. Because of the heavy enforcement of population control, homosexuality is encouraged and seen as superior to heterosexuality. The government views homosexuality as something to aspire to, something that is fluid, but it is apparent from Derek's attempt to come across as a homosexual man, yet having a sexual affair with his brother's wife, that fitting in with a homosexual orientation is possible, but biology still plays a role in one's sexual orientation.

Also towards the end of the novel, Tristram gets involved in the war, but a war that is portrayed as having no significant impact, and no clear cut enemy to fight against. Violence and death occur not as an attempt at change and overthrowing the current order of things, but rather as another means of population control that those with higher status have complete control of. Tristram is the only individual in the last nine months that survived the so-called 'war', and manages to escape, just at the same time that the cycle of Pelphase is beginning. The struggle between man's good intentions and freedom rising and falling with man's cynicism and inability to be good is something that history, and our future, will never escape from.

Little Squirrel Gives It: 6.5/10



Next to Review: Breaking Bad - Season 4, Episode 4.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Cairo Review

Cairo 
G. Willow Wilson
M. K. Perker 
Vertigo

I first got into Wilson's work after reading a couple issues of Air, and my boyfriend brought me back a copy of Cairo from Comic-Con. Wow, was I pleasantly surprised. Lately with reading it feels like I've been taking my time or finding it a struggle to get through whatever it is I've been reading, but with Cairo it definitely felt like one of those reads that I wish would never end.

We get introduced to Ashraf, a native in the hash business, who manages to sell a hookah off his hands to Shaheed, a young Lebanese-American flying into Cairo. We quickly find out that this isn't any ordinary hookah, but rather a highly sought after valuable wanted by a drug lord-magician by the name of Nar. Ashraf finds out Nar is holding his to-be-brother in law (Jibreel) and an American tourist (Kate) hostage. Ashraf joins forces with a soldier named Tova in order to find the missing hookah and free Jibreel and Kate from the clutches of Nar. We soon find out what's so special about this hookah Nar is after - a 'genie' (or rather a jinn) by the name of Shams that grants wishes based off of probabilities, and is the guardian of a box that Nar feverishly desires. Sham tells Shaheed that the box, containing only the word East, will give the owner control over the east part of the world, for better or for worse. 

In the events that follow, Wilson shows us a spiritual and mystical world in which our five protagonists cross paths; doors leading to the Under-Nile, flying carpets, and the battle between good and evil involving demons and jinns. A lot of the mythical creatures and surroundings Wilson shows us reminds me quite a bit of something in Clive Barker's The Thief of Always, what with the devil-like body's long limbs and menacing grins, and the elements of fantasy mixed with horror in Wilson's story. I also love Perker's illustrations of the city of Cairo, making the reader feel like they were right there in the hustle and bustle of the city and all the detail to the character's surroundings. Wilson also adds in snippets of Arabic; not so much to get the reader lost in translation, but just enough to keep the feel of Cairo and its culture present. Not to mention some of the amazing insults that come out of some of the character's mouths from translating them directly into English ("you're a repulsive baby-eating Nile-toad, Nar")

This is definitely a graphic novel I would highly recommend and one I found hard to put down. It's easy enough to pick up and enjoy on the first read, or one you could re-read several times and find something new and interesting each time. Not to mention if you enjoy it and are itching for more, Wilson's series Air is just as fantastic and interesting a read. 

Little Squirrel gives it: 9/10




Next up for review: The Wanting Seed by Anthony Burgess

Sunday, July 31, 2011

First Post.

I created this blog in order for me to practice my writing (specially when it comes to writing reviews/organizing my thoughts and opinions), and for other people to read and discuss my reviews. I don't expect it to be limited to one form of art either, I'll be reviewing graphic novels, books, films, and TV shows. It's been a while since I've done this so my writing may be a bit rusty, but you gotta start somewhere, right?

First on my list to review: Cairo, G. Willow Wilson's first graphic novel. She also does a series called Air, which I highly recommend.